Wah damn sian

Nothing to do at home, too lazy to go out.. How sia? :( Army withdrawal symptoms..

OMG I JUST RODE IN A PORSCHE TODAY

For real.





Yes it was fast.

ORD LOH

WOO HOO!!!! I GOT MY DISRUPTION CLEARED TODAY!!! LAST DAY NEXT MONDAY ON 300707!!! I'M A CIVILIAN AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ORD LOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Jamming

This saturday, 210707, 1600hrs to 1800hrs, at Stonejamz. Going to be tackling 22 acacia avenue. Those who wanna come watch, just come.

To hell to the people who only look for me when they need help

Not targeting at anyone in particular, but my life i've encountered many who only look for me only when they need help. Fucking irritating. When they are fine, i'll be the last person they will ever look for. When they are down and crying and dying or what not i'll be the first. These are also the people i cannot rely on when i myself need help. They will either not be free, or unwilling, or having a period, or god knows what else.

And the best part? They are all female.

This thing bluff one

What Age Will You Get Married?

[ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] I keep track of dates using a calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 2

[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[ ] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[ ] I like to take walks by myself.
[ ] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[x] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 2

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 5

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[ ] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is take out.
[ ] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 3

[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All my friends are older than I am.
[ ] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[x] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 4

I'm getting married at 16. LOL. I'm like fucking 22 now and still single

Cb blogger

Just kena cheated. I wanted to try the adsense shit for fun then say cannot. Then I thought need to upgrade my template. So i did, and now my template's screwed up, and the adsense STILL doesn't work. Fuckers. And it doesn't help that blogger is so damn fucking slow.

knn i got stung by a hornet today

Or a wasp. Whatever the fuck the thing is it stung me 6 times. When it was under my shirt it was stinging me while i was trying to kill it. Omfgfuckpain. I managed to kill it anyway. Now i feel weird all over. Sucks.

Recording of latest practice session

Get it here:
http://sanxp.ath.cx:81/070707.rar

It's in stereo, so it's hi-fi. Lol. Zack's singing for this one.

List of wants

Here is a list of things that i really really want.

1. Sprint Booster
for my car. faster acceleration. $375
2. a pair of Kicking Mule Workshop jeans
super up dry selvage jeans. japanese denim. $550
3. nintendo ds
damn fun to play la! played elite beat agents just now, super fun!! $200++

Woop..

Just came back from my nus engin orientation camp 2 days ago.. The thing was from monday to thurs. Damn tiring man. The daily programme started at 7am and ended at 2am daily, leaving me with less than 4 hours of sleep everyday. And some more the daily events consist of extremely physically tiring games and what not.. For the past 4 days i've been only thinking of sleep.. And occasionally my guitar. Lol.

Oh and i just changed my blade switch on my guit. It's a 3 way and it works like a gibby! Neck, neck and bridge in parallel, bridge. My middle pickup is not wired at all. Cool eh? :D The middle position sounds damn les paul la. Nice. I is likes. Idea courtesy of my dear daniel shredcow. Thanks many many!

Waaa..

Gosh, i just realised how horrible i looked 2 years ago la.. Before ns.. Eh but seriously this 2 years passed damn fast ah, even though it was a torture to go through it. It felt more like.. 1 year. Or something. We didn't really change much, except for how we look. It's still us, doing the same things, just maybe slightly differently. Damn amazing la. Squeezing into a small car, but different car, jamming at the same studio, but different equipment, bla bla.. Wow man. 2 years. 2 years ago i was botak enlisting into army and scared shitless. Now, can't give half a fuck for the system. King of the world. Woo..

I NEED TO ORD SOON! ROAR. 2 more months!!

oops

:P Haven't been updating for a bit.

Let's see what has been going on.. Not much actually, fi went to taiwan and back, sebas went to china and back, jammed twice this month, work's picking up and i'm going to ord soon, i'm moving on.. Yea. Hope that things will work out. :)

OH and i learnt a new thing. Vodka makes me piss assed drunk VERY easily. And without me even knowing it. I have some sort of a phobia of that thing now after monday.. I feel queasy smelling that thing now. Darn. I used to love it. =\

Hey me

Hey, it's alright man. I understand. But hey, you know i'll always be here. Unless i die la. When you are ready, in the distant future, i hope you will give me a chance. I hope it's not too much to ask for.

"Love is always patient and kind."

And once again i believe i am entitled to my own opinions, more so on my own blog. I'm not even pushing my opinion to other people or to tagboards of others' blogs. And also, you might understand what is going on between them, but do you understand what i think and feel? Guess not.

Ever wondered how great it would be to be able to turn back time?

I know it's impossible, and too perfect a life with this ability will probably ruin it, as life is always about ups and downs, but if ever, a person, or me, could turn back time and just change one thing. Something i should or should not have done. What will things be like now?

We all know turning back time is impossible. Since that is the case, is there something i can do now such that the result would be the same, or similar, as if i could change the past? Sometimes i can't help but regret. But regretting won't change anything.

That being said. People who give you up are weakshit fuckass morons with dickheads for brains. They just don't see how special you are. They don't see how much they mean to you, and in that, you are special.

So much so that you spend a whole day in town racking your brains on what to get him, being so happy and optimistic about how he will accept your gift. And that he couldn't be bothered about it the moment he saw it and would rather care more about himself, completely trashing you, breaking you. And you still forgo all the evil he has done to you, and you still want him back.

Now i realise what how it was like when you bought or made gifts for me, how much effort and hope you put in each and every one of them, how much you just wanted to see me happy. And how i would brush them aside without much thought. How much pain i used to cause you. And that you still stuck with me all the way, through all the shit i put you through. "Love is not resentful." Till one day i thought you would be better off with someone else, someone that would appreciate you, treat you better, but this person, you could not love.

I want to make it up to you. Go back to the life before. Before all the shit happened. With a me from now. I know i'm not special to you anymore. I was once, i was still for a while, but not anymore. I blew it. I know. I was dumb, blind and deaf. All I ask for now is one chance. The same chance you are asking from him. I've always wanted you back. I just didn't know how. I probably still don't. I've said mean words once, ok maybe FUCKING mean words, but fuck, if i seriously meant any of it, i won't be doing any of this now.

1 chance. Let me prove it to you.

To sum it up

Impatient, lazy, take things for granted, take advantage, stubborn, bad tempered.

Ok la maybe i was too pissed that day to have posted that. I will support my parents, cos they brought me up. But i still hate having to do and get everything the hard way. They say you will appreciate it more if you have to work hard for things and get them the hard way but seriously, everytime i work hard for something, i feel like shit after, cos i've wasted too much of time on it and there is still more beyond that and i'm too tired to continue. I mean things within means that you can give, give la. Then let me work on other things that you can't give. Rather than you have but don't want to give, then i go find out myself, go work for it myself, and i will be too bogged and tired to bother about anything else. I'm not the kind of person that takes things for granted. I like to take what there is, work on it and improve, and not work from ground up all over and get to the same level as everyone else.

Is it just me or do parents have this sick fetish of dashing their kids' dreams?

Take me for example. My dad has never been supportive of me wanting to be a musician. He wants me to get a degree, get a job, bla bla bla. I'm not interested. Never mind about that. Then I wanted a studio at home where my band can jam. My parents promised me a room for me to jam in but after the house was renovated, all was forgotten. I had to painstakingly remind them that they really did promise me and I wasn't pulling anything out of thin air. Never mind. Then came the floor. After the floor was sanded, my dad told me, "If I see a scratch on the floor, no more jamming at home, and you move ALL the equipment out." So, now your fucking floor is more important than your son's future as a musician. Great. Then just yesterday, my dad said, "No more jamming at home. The neighbours are complaining." Just like that. After spending all our money and time on the studio my dad can just push it all aside with a "the neighbours are complaining". He didn't even give me an alternative. He just doused the fire. I had to churn my head for solutions like considering renting factory space or something to set up a studio. Then I asked my mom a question, if the band needed a sum of money, for startup, or whatever, would she help, and all she said was, "See how first. If your proposal is attractive I may help you." I dunno la, but if i have a kid in the future and he needs any help for whatever endeavor, i will definitely do my best and help him as much as i can.

I suddenly feel so unloved. I think i'm born suay. Looks like i got do everything the hard way. But rest assured if i ever get rich in the future on my own steam my parents are not getting any of it. Simply because they refused to help.

Woo hoo!

I've rekindled my love for guitar playing! After not giving a shit to playing the guitar for a few months, I'm back! And now the feeling is stronger than ever! I'm going to buy a new amp in may or june, then a new guitar (custom) hopefully by the time I ORD, and dunno what else I will gian in the future.. Any way, I'm done playing with my car after the next month.